Ray J uploaded a string of alarming Instagram posts expressing suicidal thoughts while on a ledge Thursday night.
‘If it wasn’t 4 my Kidz I would jump off and die tonight,’ he wrote over one video that showed his view from a high point.
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On his Insta Stories, he wrote: ‘trying to figure it out — maybe this life was a illusion — — maybe the next life was my real reality.’
A source claimed he put up the posts while holidaying in Mexico with his wife and their children Melody, four, and Epik, two.
Terrifying: ‘If it wasn’t 4 my Kidz I would jump off and die tonight,’ he wrote over one video that showed his view from a high point
Troubled time: His original disquieting posts included one picture of his feet dangling over a drop, captioned: ‘SHOULD I JUST JUMP off and end it rit. Now!!! ????’
Disturbing: On his Insta Stories, he wrote: ‘trying to figure it out — maybe this life was a illusion — — maybe the next life was my real reality’
Stepping in: A source told TMZ that he had been drinking when he posted the messages and his wife Princess Love eventually persuaded him to delete them
Family matters: A source claimed he put up the posts while holidaying in Mexico with his wife and their children Melody, four, and Epik, two
His worrying messages come weeks after he said Kris Jenner selected one of three sex tapes he shot with Kim Kardashianfor release as an adult film in 2007.
The musical artist said that Kim’s mother and manager, 66, watched the three sex tapes and decided to release one which was shot at a resort in Cabo San Lucas.
Ray J said that two of the adult movies were shot in Cabo San Lucas, and one was filmed in Santa Barbara, California.
In a bombshell interview with , Ray J claimed the infamous sex tape was ‘released like an album’ by Kim herself — who also kept the only copy of it stashed in a Nike shobox under her bed along with other steamy tapes she made with him.
The latest: Ray J, 41, says that Kris Jenner selected one of three sex tapes he shot with Kim Kardashian for release. He was snapped in LA this past June
In an Instagram Live clip that extended 44 minutes, rolled Ray J said that Jenner worked on preparing the tape for release with Vivid Video, and that Kim was in the loop on all stages of the business transaction. He added that Kardashian’s handwriting was on the contract with the adult film company describing the sex tapes.
Jenner eventually picked one of the tapes filmed in Cabo San Lucas based on which made Kardashian look the best, Ray J said.
Jenner has denied any involvement in the release of the tape, which boosted the family’s high-profile, eventually leading to unprecedented success in reality TV, and paving the path toward its marketing empire.
Jenner recently passed a test on The Late Late Show, as a polygrapher said she was truthful in saying she did not arrange for the release of the sex tape.
Cabo intro, Cabo sex, Santa Barbara: On the page listing the deliverables [what they were selling] of the contract, Ray claims it was Kim who personally handwrote the list of the three tapes because she wanted to speed along the process for him
Test: Jenner recently passed a test on The Late Late Show, as a polygrapher said she was truthful in saying she did not arrange for the release of the sex tape
Details: In an Instagram Live clip that extended 44 minutes, Ray J said that Jenner worked on preparing the tape for release with Vivid Video, and that Kim was in the loop on all stages of the business transaction. Kim was snapped in NYC last week
Ray J previously doubled down on his claims that it was Kris Jenner’s ‘idea’ to release his 2007 sex tape with her daughter Kim Kardashian, as he shared a lengthy rant aimed at the family.
The singer shared several Instagram posts on Saturday where he threatened to sue both of the stars for defamation, and uploaded a shorter clip where he stated: ‘You have f***ed with the wrong person.’
Ray’s (born William Ray Norwood Jr.) fiery rants came after 66-year-old reality star Kris took a lie detector test on on Thursday, and denied that she ‘helped’ her daughter release the sex tape.
On Saturday night, the younger brother of Brandy Norwood released a sharing numerous Instagram DMs he exchanged with Kim, 41, in April.
Doubling down: Ray J uploaded a series of videos on his Instagram earlier on Saturday doubling down on claims that Kris Jenner was involved in releasing his and Kim Kardashian’s sex tape in 2007
‘You know what we did! Your mom controlled this whole sex tape deal with Joe Francis and [Vivid CEO] Steve Hirsch — it was her idea to put out the tape with Vivid. All I did was agree,’ Ray wrote on April 14.
‘Now you want to make it seem like I’m doing it again without your control. All those fake tears. Your fans trusting you to be honest and sincere but it’s all fake for the cameras. I was playing my part until you started doing all of this!
‘What are you trying to ruin me when you know I was just a player in this! You have to stop believing you own lies! I have to let the world know the real [because] you’ve taken it too far now. Somebody needs to explain the play you are doing to me ASAP or I will have no choice but to protect my brand and family and expose real.’
Kim replied that she didn’t say a single bad thing about him in the episode, which depicted the «new footage» that was allegedly going to be leaked by Ray’s manager Wack 100.
‘My soul hurts’: On Saturday night, the younger brother of Brandy Norwood released a 44-minute video sharing numerous Instagram DMs he exchanged with the 41-year-old SKIMS CEO in April
‘The show filmed in real time the day in hell that I had with my lawyers when your manager threatened to release another tape that doesn’t exist — and my son who was five years old at the time seeing an ad with my cry face emoji that said «Kim’s new sex tape» as click bate in Roblox,’ Kardashian wrote.
‘It was upsetting to have to deal with and I am sure can understand how that feels. My «burn them to the ground» comment was a generalization to anyone threatening to hold this over my head 20 years later. We are both parents now with young kids and careers and I’m sure you want to move on from this just like I do. But your manager is the person who brought this all up out of nowhere and I have a right to share how it affected me.
‘Next week’s episode airs where Kanye brings me the computer and he says he got back from you, which shows you in a positive light for giving that to him. Thank you for doing that. Just spoke with my team. We will get something out tomorrow morning to clarify that this was a joke and that you would never gave done something like this. Hope this helps and I’m sorry [too].’
The College Hill: Celebrity Edition star replied that he felt like ‘everyone wins but me’ because he’s the ‘bad guy every time.’
‘I’m tired of playing that role as the villain. I did it for us in the beginning but now without your support it f***s me over bad,’ he wrote.
The Kardashians star replied: ‘Wow I had no idea that that was supposed to be private. I was filming my normal days and that just happened and I had no clue and I actually thought you and Wack were working together [because] on his [Instagram] it says he’s your manager in his bio.
‘So this entire time I thought [you were] working together and I was so confused at the statement you put out saying [you had] nothing to do with it. I just think that story above is powerful and [shows] that we are working together for the future of our children and families to get this out of the Internet.’
Ray responded: ‘But are we really trying to do it? Steve won’t allow it — so we can pretend to do that but it still probably won’t happen. Plus, won’t people say, «Why is Ray J trying to get it off the Internet when I’m the one who put it out in their minds? Doesn’t it get extremely confusing?’
Kim continued: ‘Because you grew up and have a family and people change their minds. Let my call the team one sec. I just wanted to be clear with you if you wanted it out there that we spoke. I don’t want to create any drama at home. But the story that we will work together to speak to Vivid to get it pulled off the air is a bigger story and [shows] unity and that there’s no more bad blood or drama.’
Ray emphasized that he hadn’t spoken to Kardashian on the phone or seen her in 12-15 years and wished they could be speaking in person.
If you or someone you know is considering suicide, help is available by dialing 988, texting ‘STRENGTH’ to the Crisis Text Line at 741741 or going to 988lifeline.org to be connected to a certified crisis counselor.